crackbrainedme

2004-01-24T15:29:00.000+08:00

have moved: http://bushito.pitas.com

so, don't come to this site anymore XD

2004-01-23T09:12:00.000+08:00

Xin Nian Kuai Le! XD it's the 2nd day today... anyway, shall blog about yesterday

morning

my dad's office staff came. and they came SUPER early. like... 9?? yeah... my dad's secretary came first, then the computer guy (he came to fix my dad's laptop too) yep... so i couldnt do anything. i couldnt practise my piano, i couldnt walk my dog (it was too hot anyway), i couldnt watch tv. so, basically, we ( Jasmine, my sis and i) hung around the house doing nothing. PLUS i couldnt even go to my computer. it would have been rude i guess. ah well... so we hung around for about an hour, then we gave up and watch Whisper of the Heart. then Nigel came down (secretary's son) and he watched it too. and i found out that he likes RK too! XDXD haiz... maybe he watched the dubbed version. but it's still RK XDXD yeah... and then he asked me whether he could use this computer to play neopets. like?!?!?! he still plays neopets??? ah never mind. -.-''''' but it's still unbelievable that he plays neopets. so, he played neopets until about errr 11 i think.

afternoon

Nigel went off. then cousins came yeah. and they were dying to play something. yup, so we played monopoly. and the game dragged on until we had to have a truce of some sort. XD yups. it was really fun. haha, because i was immune to alot of places XDXD immune, as in i didnt have to pay if i landed on certain properties. XDXDXD yeah because i owned Old Kent Road and Whitechapel. and i had Euston road. so i traded it with the train station and another street, from Kaisheng. and i was immune to both of his streets. the blue and the red. PLUS i got $500. then, i traded my Northumberl'd with another street from Jolynn and in return, i received immunity for BOTH her streets. which included Picadilly. and yeah, she built hotels at both streets. and so, i didnt have to pay for those and i got $1000 XDXD oh and then, Jasmine, my sis and i, we combined so in the end, i wa immune to Old Kent/Whitechapel, Kaisheng's streets, Jolynn's streets, the train stations and orange streets (because we owned it) all except Dan's streets bleh. haha.. but even though he owned the most expensive streets, none of us seemed to land on his property. XDXD yep. and it was so funny, because i was rolling for Jasmine and she landed on Dan's property and Dan was 'jumping' for joy. well, not really jumping. he was lying down and hugging a container of food o.O yeah, he was lying down going *yes! yes! yes! PAY PAY* haha. but Jasmine was immune to his street, because she traded with him her oxford street. HAHA
then, Dennis and Joanne came and then they took us to their house XD and we played PS2. yeah... but the Prince of Persia is so lame... -.-

night

sent grandmother home, had dinner, picked up Jasmine and went to Lido to watch 'Last Samurai' oh oh oh! Shine Watanabe is so so BISH XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD yeah, its quite cool. especially the harakiri parts. it's a bit like RK. yeah. everything was good except Tom Cruise. >.< yuck. and the good thing was, there was no love scene XDXDXD yayy... so, returned home at about 11 : 30 pm.

2004-01-20T18:52:00.000+08:00

so sad!! ________ is ending TODAY!!!!!!!! *wails* i'll miss it... terribly... >.<

i don't want to go to school tomorrow!! it's probably going to be boring... chinese dances, skits, singing stupid CHINESE SONGS etcetc. i'd rather stay home and study... i mean, i've got 3 TESTS NEXT WEEK 3! Geography/E maths/ Chemistry. PLUS chemistry and E maths are on the SAME day... they're trying to kill us........... physically and mentally...

oh good thing is that i'm not going to ms lo today XD if i'm going, i think my headache is going to get worse... but yeah, poor ms lo! she's sick! that means she won't be able to enjoy CNY oh yeah, talking about sick, i think i'm getting a sore throat *wails* it seems that everybody is sort of getting sick o.O ah wells...

AHHHH... DAMN IT....... DAMMIT...... BLOODY HEADACHE WON'T GO AWAY!!!!!! TO HELL WITH IT!!!!!

2004-01-18T16:52:00.000+08:00

horrible, horrible day. i haven't finished my homework , my hands are still sticky even though i've washed them a million times, i was forced to say that i will go for 0830 youth, i've got a splitting headache and it's so darn humid!!!!!! >.<

yesterday

lao shi didn't come for art because she felt sick o.O so, we (my sis, dan and me) had er.... i think... about an hour before dan's parents came so, we decided to walk Macky XD yeah... and on the way, there was a condom in the middle of the pavement. a CONDOM Eeeeewwww... why can't that person throw it into the bin??? o.O haiz... some people don't have sense at all...

warghy... it's 5.00 already... so, i guess i should finish up my homework. tata!

2004-01-17T15:40:00.000+08:00

i'm still alive!! XD ms lo didnt kill me today!! in fact, she hardly raised her voice at me... o.O weird.... i thought she would scold me, because she was in a bad mood this morning... oh well... sight-read the chords for the wedding song. no, the song is not called the wedding song, it's the song for my cousin's wedding. whatever. yeah, it's quite a nice song, but i need the bloody score... *bonks Jolynn* oh and today, when we (my mum, sis and i) were walking back towards DFS Galleria, we met up with Don. XD and guess what, he had a girl with him XDXD *ahem* but i didnt get to see her face because she walked off really quickly. o.O embarrassed??? dunnoe..... but yeah... anyway, Don's pants are like KYOU'S PANTS!!!!!! XDXDXDXDXD they're really like Kyou's pants. XDXD cargo with the string and all XD and he had a tight black shirt on too.... like Kyou!! XDXDXDXD except that it wasn't v-neck. but STILL. XDXDDXD
warghy... church tomorrow... >.< why can't my mum let me go with her to 0830????? i don't want to go 1030 youth... it sucks... everything is dead.... and, oh, did i mention? i'm the only girl in class. why? because the rest of the girls pon. >.< aaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh........ I WANT TO GO 0830 not youth... i'd rather go for service.... >.< so so so irritating................................

2004-01-16T22:26:00.000+08:00

MS. LO TOMORROW!!!! *dies* i'm going to get killed. know why? she's going to do the Fugue. the horrible, horrible Fugue. >.< PLUS she's going to do SCALES. my scales suck. everything sucks. eergh.... anyway... thanks ALOT to dan, i'm obssessed again XDXD over Zack XDDDDDDDDDDDDD and the Drummer boy XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD from SoR I WANT TO WATCH IT >.< plus, it's so sad... _____ is ending on wednesday!!! *wails* i'll miss it..... terribly... today was sec 1 cca registration... and tennis is full... rarghy.. i think there are a whole lot of ccas which are full... >.< that means, if i want to join ensemble, there might not be enough space. ergh... i can't believe i was so stupid... why didn't take ensemble in the first place?!?!?! >.< crap

2004-01-14T21:50:00.000+08:00

I GOT A NEW PHONE! A NEW PHONE! MY PHONE! MY OWN PHONE! WHOPEE~~~~~ warghy
i don't know why i'm so tired even though its not even 10. o.O PLUS i can't do my physics assignment!!!!! so hard.............. >.< wargh... mr. lim is going to kill me... i only know how to do 1 QUESTION. I QUESTION. wahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... die die die.........

2004-01-11T18:41:00.000+08:00

aargh... 1030 youth sucks. well,at least, my class does. well, what would you expect? I'M THE ONLY GIRL IN CLASS. what happened to the rest? they disappeared. I DON'T WANT TO GO!!!!!!!!!! >.< i'd rather go 0830 instead. as in the service. sigh... oh and i can kill~ Dennis now... his wedding is on the 25th of March which is a THURSDAY NIGHT which is a SCHOOL NIGHT which means that the next day is FRIDAY which means that there's CHEMISTRY. oh yeah, i really want to throttle him right now. this instant.

2004-01-06T17:37:00.000+08:00

wargh... my neck hurts from sitting sooooooooooo straight during chem... >.< sigh... i got scolded today by ms goh for rocking my chair and taking down the Kinetic Theory... >.< History/SS is so draggy... we spent 1 HOUR going through the foreword o.O we've got journals to write in for english... and i WANT to write in it now, but i don't know how to start *wails* and i can't start it like how i start with my entries on this blog because ms cheng (i think that's her name) says she will check it >.< rarghy oh and i leart a new word, actually it's two new words: gobbledly gook XDXD
aargh... i'm seriously FREAKED i mean, last year i had an A2 for english, and i bet you, my english has gotten even worse. but my teacher STRESSED that 'oh, because we're in an A-band class we should be scoring A1s for english' >.< AARGH.... WHAT IF I DROP?!?! IT WILL BE SO HUMILIATING!!!!!!!!
actually, the all 3 sciences are really, really, really interesting XDXD and geog is so much better than lower sec XDXDXD i'm enlightened everyday XD (oh gosh, what am i saying??)
i cut my hair today. it's a bit shorter and this time, the way my hairdresser cut it is just right. it's layered but not really layered. so if i let my hair down, it looks like re-bonded my hair or something. oh and she (my hairdresser) thought i HIGHLIGHTED my hair.... eergh... i know it's got reddish-brown streaks everywhere but is it THAT bad?? oh and we're getting individual lockers!! XDXDXD
today, when i went to cut my hair, i was at coffee bean first and there was this lady who wanted to say 'Tanglin Mall' but it became something like 'Tanglin Mao' o.O i almost wanted to turn around and correct her >.<
my sister is CRAZY. she has asked me to play Hemisphere billions of times. *rolls eyes* oh well.

2004-01-04T19:35:00.000+08:00

aargh, the weekend is over so fast!!!!! tomorrow i have to drag my tired body out of my nice warm bed at 6 am to change and go to school. >.< wargh... and i havent packed my bag yet!! on the brighter side, i bought BOOTS XDXDXDXD nice heeled boots from Marks and Spencer. and i have finally realised that i have gigantic feet for a small body >.< right now, i'm trying to learn html all by myself *applaudes* so when i finally finish coaching myself, i think i will put up a new layout and that will most probably be a Samurai Deeper Kyo or Saiyuki layout. XD *ganbatte!!!!!*

2004-01-02T18:46:00.000+08:00

wargh... i'm damn scared..... i'm so scared i'll fail everything... >.< well, i went to the hall this morning and i still didnt know which class i was in. -.-''' baka. in the end, i knew which class i'm in with the help of victoria XD thanks vic! so yeah, in 3A4 2004 and 4A4 2005. oh and because of the construction, we've got AIR-CONDITIONED CLASSROOMS XDXD. though, the air con is not all that cold, it was kind of warm o.O. oh and my dear sister had no electricity in her classrooms because we took up all the electricity, or so she says. XD Nothing much, except that i have been a good girl XD i studied Physics today ^^

2003-12-31T17:28:00.000+08:00

wargh. wargh. wargh. school is on FRIDAY which is about 1 1/2 days away!! >.< no homework done. at all, and i don't want to do it. but, i HAVE to do it. considering the whole ~~ms. kon~~ thing. i'm paranoid. oh, just now, my mum saw my Neutral artbook and she looked at the price, then she asked me who bought it. o.O haha, then i told her that it was she who bought it for me. and she freaked. XDDDDDDDDD. she couldn't believe that she bought it because it cost $45.20 and she said that she was definately not in the right mind when she bought it. plus, she accused me of taking advantage of the situation at hand to get her to buy that artbook for me. hmmph. sigh, i did NOT take advantage of the situation >.< ah well, in the end she was joking. XD
today is the last day of the year. >.< wargh. so, i might as well ~~write~~ type my resolutions:

1. i will practise my instruments more diligently especially piano.
2. i will watch TV for 1 hour or less.
3. i will spend less time on the computer
4. i will go back to playing golf
5. i will make sure that i finish ALL my homework by the deadline, hence, preventing me from coming up with lame excuses like 'i left it at home' to save my skin. >.<
6. i will revise my work every day.
7. i will read my chinese textbook >.<
8. i will stop drawing Daisuke's/Riku's eyes all over the place.
9. i will start listening to classical music instead of Ayumi/S41/Matchbox20/soundtracks.
10. i will stop getting angry over small things such as flaring up at my mother when she said that a certain character in a movie died when he didn't. -.-'''''''
11. i will stop trying to correct my father's horrible pronunciation because i know it irks him that his daughter corrects him XD
12. i will stop argueing with my mother
13. i will buy a Japanese-English dictionary inorder to learn the language so that i can go to Japan >.<
14. i will read more
15. i will learn html
16. i will sleep earlier
17. i will eat less
18. i will skip
19. i will take Macky to Bintong Park even if it requires me to drag him up that hill >.<
20. i will pay attention in class

2003-12-27T14:47:00.000+08:00

why am i blogging so often? it must be sheer boredness XD i can't believe school is erm... about 6 days away and i HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHICH CLASS I'M GOING TO!!!!!! >.< oh and i haven't touched my homework at all. how on earth did i receive _________________. >.<

Toumei ga yozora somete
hitori aruku itsumo no kaerimichi

Kuchizusamu konna kimochi
nemuru kimi ni todoketai na OH... UM...

Nanika ni obieteru jibun ga chotto iya ni naru
tsugeru omoi torinokoshita hibi ni...
dokoka ni wasureteru kokoro ga chotto itakunaru
toki wo tsunagu hoshi no yoru ni kimi wo sagashiteru

Toozakaru kumo ni nosete
boku no kimochi tachidomaru kaerimichi

Kimi wa mou yume no tsuzuki
todoku hazu mo nai koto da to wakatteiru

Namida ga koboreteru egao ga chotto hoshikunaru
kimi no soba ni ireru dake de boku wa...
Dareka ga toikakeru rikutsu ga motto hoshikunaru
kieru kage ni mabushisugita hibi wo utsushiteru

Nanika ni obieteru jibun ga chotto iya ni naru
tsugeru omoi torinokoshita hibi ni...
dokoka ni wasureteru kokoro ga chotto itakunaru
toki wo tsunagu hoshi no yoru ni kimi wo sagashiteru

Anti-nostalgic - Kotani Kinya XDXD

2003-12-25T11:09:00.000+08:00

I GOT NEW SANDALS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD

and i got a really huge stuff toy from Dennis and Joanne XD it's a rabbit with a small body and huge legs. and i have decided to name it Usagi-chan. haha. really contradictory ain't it? XD i can't believe i'm still naming my toys. in fact, i think i'm too old for toys. o.O oh well. oh and my mum got me this book called "I kissed dating goodbye" and i'm like, yeah, yeah, i get your idea mum. but its like so... so... you know... its not like i'm dating. o.O no need to worry. >.< oh well....... oh and i got a pooh mug from Jolynn and Kaisheng XDXD its really, really cute XDXDXDXDXDXD just watched Alex and Emma. on VCD. ^^;;; argh. im very tired. >.< this feels like sunday because i went to church this morning and my dad's at home o.O

2003-12-24T17:15:00.000+08:00

IT'S CHRISTMAS EVE! XDXD which also means that school is only a few days away >.< and i haven't finished my homework. darn. oh well... i have lots of things to do and i don't want to do them >.< waha.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

2003-12-21T15:59:00.000+08:00

ahaha... just came back from JB XD wahaha, so fun.
oh and Dean is so so so so so so so CUTE~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! as in adorable cute. XD i don't really want to blog now, i'm very tired.... oh and surprise, my mother bought me a tankini ^^ i thought she said that she would slaughter me if i ever wear a two-piece swimsuit o.O oh well... oh and another thing that happened. on the day i left for JB with my dad, we got really lost. as in seriously lost and so we drove around and around the same area. and then my dad decided to go onto this expressway to get out of the place and re-trace our steps. but, in the end, we found ourselves heading towards KL and Melaka o.O oh and if it wasnt for me.... we would have continued heading straight towards the Plaza Tol. haha. lame.

i'm really, really tired. so im going.

2003-12-18T13:58:00.000+08:00

wargh.......... how can a person be so cruel?!?! >.< nevermind that.
i'm so so so dead. i have TWO-AND-A-HALF MORE BOOK REVIEWS TO WRITE. and the half-written one already sucks. i'm going to fail this stupid english project. oh and i almost forgot, i still have a CHINESE STORYBOARD TO COMPLETE. so dead, so so so dead. >.<
sigh.... i'm so iffed. iffed at everything.
oh and my mum and sis are going to JB tomorrow. XD whee~ i have the whole house to myself XD and i'm going to JB on saturday. hmm... i wonder if my dad's car can manage... its so bloody old... >.< oh well... aargh... phua is coming... i don't want tution. oh and yesterday, my mum's friend was telling my mum about her son and how he's doing over there in England. and i feel so PATHETIC. i mean, he's working so hard, and i'm NOT. >.< i'm so irritated at myself, i mean, i really want to work hard, but a part of me doesnt want to. it wants to slack. and like, i stare at my desk, and see the english worksheet and a part of me tells me to do it. but the other part ignores it. but that's not the main reason why i'm so irritated at myself. i'm irritated because i succumb to the temptation. the stupid temptation of surfing the net, watching tv blah blah, anything else besides my homework, my piano and violin. and that's the part which iffs me. i hate myself, i really do, it sure seems like i can't do anything right anymore. every single day, i get at least one argument with anybody over something really stupid. like theory.

this holiday is the worst holiday ever.

2003-12-17T18:27:00.000+08:00

dammit.

dammit.

dammit....................

today, i went to grand auntie poh kim's house for lunch and of course to visit her. yeah, and she was asking me about Ms. Kon. o.O i suppose its not THAT weird, she was, after all, her student. whatever. and i just said, that Ms. Kon is ok. and so auntie poh kim started saying that she met Ms. Kon at some meeting, i think it had something to do with the alumnae. yeah, and Ms. Kon asked auntie poh kim whether she had a grand niece in the sch, so auntie poh kim started naming all of them and before she even got to my name, Ms. Kon said MY NAME. she remembered MY NAME. oh man...... what did i do to make her remember my name?? is it because, i got into mg with the help of auntie poh kim??? >.< dammittt........
i'm MARKED. which is really bad.... really bad.... oh and i got ___________. the second time. and i saw on the letter that they will give me a $150 voucher. o.O voucher? voucher for what? oh well......

2003-12-15T20:10:00.000+08:00

>.< got killed by ms lo.... >.<
was out practically the whole day, wargh, so tired... and i watched TWO movies Brother Bear and Love Actually XD Love Actually is really, really funny XDXDXDXDXDXD that's practically all i have to say. ^^;;; oh and for Ranma 1/2, XD it was SO NICE XDXD haha... and i kind of guessed the story ^^ about Pantyhose Taro. sigh... lame name -.-'''

2003-12-12T13:36:00.000+08:00

aargh! what did i just do?? i just deleted the last few posts. -.-''' *slaps self* so stupid...
oh and new layout! XD created by ME ME ME!! MWAHAHAHA playing with photoshop is funn XD oh and yes, must give credit to her for coding/editing/uploading my layout for me XDXDXDXD thank you!!!!!! XDXDXD *hug*

2003-11-23T13:59:00.000+08:00

i am pissed, pissed pissed pissed pissed, seriously pissed. pissed at everything. pissed at myself. >.<

didnt go for youth today ^^ today's sermon was really, really inspiring... and it kind of lightened my mood ^^ "For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you not to harm you. Plans to give you a hope and a future" inspiring. really inspiring.

leaving on Wednesday ^^ i MUST go to HMV before i go >.< i MUST buy more cds so that i dont have to listen to old chinese songs on the way to KL. >.< yuckk...

2003-11-20T14:47:00.000+08:00

just got my new specs... and erm... i think i need to get used to wearing it becasue it feels kind of funny when i wear... so, now, not wearing my specs is more comfortable than wearing them. ^^;;;i want to sleep -.-zzzzz

2003-11-19T20:46:00.000+08:00

yayy... got Neutral yesterday XD my mum freaked out when she saw the price... oh well... i have been scanning like mad XDXDXD oh oh oh!! while flipping through it i saw a whole lot of other bishies excluding dark of course XDXDXDXD Yukiru Sugisaki can really draw hotties XDXDXDXDXD AND i got Ayumi's CD XDXD my dear sister went to Heeren yesterday to buy it for me XD and from the CD, i got to hear July 1st and now, im HOOKED to it. July 1st i mean XDXD the lyrics are so niceXDXD

((English Translation))
The blue sky is little by little
Leaning towards orange
Soon they're mixed together
Dying the city a deep color
Did you cry?
I didn't turn around

If it's sunny tomorrow
Let's go to that beach
And change the pain of yesterday's tears
Into tenderness

The wind just blows above my head
The sun shines through the clouds
Everything is washed away
By the sound of the waves coming and going
I feel as if I've found something
I'd been searching for for a long, long time

If it's sunny tomorrow
I'll come and see you
That's right, tomorrow and the day after and forever
Let's be together forever

Even if it's raining tomorrow
I'll come and see you, and I'll give
This song to you

If it's sunny tomorrow, let's go to that beach
The pain of yesterday's tears into tenderness
If it's sunny tomorrow, I'll come and see you
That's right, tomorrow and the day after
Let's be together forever
Lalala...

XDXD and there's a nice tune to it too XDXDXDXD

2003-11-17T21:29:00.000+08:00

wahahaha!! i watched the later episodes of ranma 1/2 which axn cut off earlier!! finally!! i have been waiting for this day!! XDXD i admit, im really addicted to ranma 1/2 XDXD
FREE TOMORROW!!!!!!!!
oh oh oh!! and i'm getting contacts... *sings* ladidas... and im so happy!! i went to check my degree today and my degree hasnt really gone up XDXD i expected that it would increase alot but it hasn't!! XDXDXDXDXD ah well.... now... im longing to buy the last volume of ranma 1/2 T.T rarrgh... cant seem to find it... oh well...

2003-11-15T11:33:00.000+08:00

woke up really, really early... like 7 and then, went to the airport to send my daddy off to australia... rarr... I WANT TO GO TO AUSTRALIA! oh welll... sigh... today got phua :( rarr... how come I have a make-up lesson and others dont?!?! :|
i dont know why, but suddenly, im crazy over Inuyasha XDXD sooo many bishies XDXDXDXDXDXD hahahaha... hmmz...
went out yesterday... and i was late ((sorry andrea!!)) and erm... hung around taka... and went to kino because, my mum wanted me to buy my sister a book and andrea wanted to buy her brothers books so yeah... oh and i thought of buying ranma 1/2 manga but i didnt... now im paranoid... im scared to buy anything... for fear i waste my money >.< but anyway... then i saw a whole lot of artbooks... and i wanted to buy Neutral and its damn ex!! $45!!!!! :( but anyway... then we went to music essentials and bought this Canon in D for piano and violin and we sight read that at andrea's house it sounded horrible XP haha... thats about it... oh and tonight, there's the evelyn glennie concert ^^

2003-11-12T12:08:00.000+08:00

ladidums... im in love with my desktop XD
want to see? it's here
XDXD i love it to bits!! XDXDXD haha

@dan: you don't have to do a new layout for me.. its ok, really... ^^;;; but can you teach me how to code? pls? yar... thats all... so, dont have to make a new layout for me XD

sigh... violin laterr... and i just practised and my fingers are hurting like hell... sigh... im pathetic... there isnt much to ~~say~~ blog....oh yeah... so happy!! GOING OUT ON FRIDAY!! with andrea XDXD haha... when i told my parents about it... they asked me what im going to do... so anyway... basically, we (andrea and i) agreed that we'll shop, for pressies, then watch movie, then eat and shop again... haha... i think by the time the day's over, my legs would have dropped off XD sigh...
i feel so bad T.T i thought that victoria's bday was on 11 Nov but its actually on 10 Nov!! arrgh... sorry vic!! and i havent bought her a present yet!!!!!!!!!!! arrgh... i feel so bad...

2003-11-10T06:38:00.000+08:00

rarr... so tired.... i wanted to sleep so more this morning... sigh.... luckily, didnt have to go for 0830 service today ^^;;;
last night, i had a really, really, really weird dream... i have no idea why i had that dream... oh well... last night, for dinner, we went out to Lei Garden XD had soup, chicken, fish, prawn, veggie, noodles and those sticky balls covered in peanut and filled with sesame XD yummy... and the soup was so nice that we all had a second serving XDXDXD and then, as i was eating those sticky balls, i kept on thinking about eating ah balling in Chinatown o.O so anyway, i told my parents that i would like to eat ah balling again and they said that they could take me to Chinatown after dinner for supper O.O but, it was already err... 10 pm? yar... and my poor sister was feeling sick so we decided to go home and have ah balling another day T.T
oh well... i'm getting really sick of my blog now... as in, its at the BOTTOM on the RIGHT -.- im really fed up... I WANT TO HAVE A NEW LAYOUT!! unfortunately, i have no idea how to code it so.... i guess i have to read the stupid adobe manual T.T errgh...
remember i said that we're going to so many different places because my parents cant decide? well, there's another option added now... Korea -.-''''
who wants to go to Korea?!?! i mean, whats the point of going to a place where we dont like the food and we can't speak the language??
oh and there's a trip to Hokkaido!!! XDXDXD but, its a tour T.T i dont like tour groups... i have a very bad experience with it... i can still remember that China trip ever so long ago... i mean, we slept in really horrid hotels and ate the worst Chinese food i have ever eaten... HORRIBLE
why cant they have a trip to Hokkaido which is Free and Easy?!?! errgh... and i want to go to Music Essentials!!! i desperately want to buy some piano scores... weird o.O ok... im crapping

2003-11-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

2003-11-07T21:34:00.000+08:00

for this years' holiday, i was told that we are going to M'sia.
now, it's either Bali, Koh Samui, China, Phuket or Japan. -.-
my parents can't make up their minds...

2003-11-03T13:29:00.000+08:00

came home too late to blog yesterday ^^;;;

yesterday

went to school at 7 am and the place was a real mess because of the rain and wind so we had to start decorations all over again before 11 T.T but, anyway... it was damn hot.. and MESSY... everything was all over the place.. sigh...but, it was still fun XD nothing much to blog abt anyway.. oh and while walking around with andrea, met up with this girl from nanyang and she looks really, really familiar... ^^;;; can't remember... oh well...
then, went out for dinner XD it was kind of embarrassing... especially in the bus... and all of us were talking and talking like, REALLY loudly and then, all of a sudden, the whole bus was so quiet... except for victoria's laughter XDXD hahas... so, anyway... abt 20 of us trooped down to holland v and had dinner at Swensens XD food was good... but i wasnt hungry... i ate too much waffles... now, if i ever see another waffle again, i think im going to puke ugh.... yups.... so that was that... it's really sad... this year was a fun year and it ended so FAST! all i can say to the 2i 2003 pple is RAWK ON RAWK ON!!
*cheers*
2i RAWKS!!!!!

2003-10-31T20:00:00.000+08:00

today was mostly spent on the funfair thing... haha.. quite fun larh.... first, we got our papers back, whatever... then did posters... then after school, went with andrea, victoria and yanping to holland v. actually, ms ng was supposed to come, but then, she decided to go back to school, because, of ahemahem reason. but anyway, we had no idea where Phoon Huat was and we spent like abt 15 minutes trying to ask for directions... yar... o but anyway, we got a discount because of the privilege card XD haha... o and on the way there, andrea and i were singing, and singing... haha... then, met victoria and yanping at coffee bean and we bought drinks XD we also had to buy a drink for ms ng and we were standing in the middle of the shop wondering whether we should put ms ng's drink in a bag -.-'''''''''
then, we went to the market to ask for bamboo poles but they didn't have so we went back to school and by then, me feet were killling me T.T after that, the ice cream came and my mummy came to look for my sister and she also gave us doughnuts though i didnt eat any, too full... ^^;;; yeah, then we wanted to buy cheap plastic cups and we had to buy 700 of them o.O yeah, then my mum said that she could go to Balastier and buy for us... so andrea and i went and we bought 14 packets and 2 bamboo poles XD and we got a discount XDXDXDXD so, in the end, we spent $34.70 and we later found out that QiYi and Preeta spent $35 on 400 cups XDXDXD it was really quick, seriously...
then, we tried looking for some people when we got back to school, but they went home already T.T and by THEN, my feet were ready to drop off... o and we got our shirts and the shirts are damn nice!!!!!!!! XDXD pity we can't wear them tomorrow during the funfair T.T sad... yup, so then i went home and for some reason, i decided to watch Huanzhu GeGe 3 today... can't stand Zhi Hua >.< oh well... i desperately need a foot bath..

2003-10-30T21:07:00.000+08:00

got report books back today.... sigh, and my mum CALLED Mrs. Sim about music and triple science T.T oh man, i'm like in big, big, big trouble now XP bleah....... o and do you know what ahemahem said? 'she must have more confidence in herself and participate more actively in school activities' err? like im given the CHANCE to participate in class anyway... and that is NOT me... in fact, i think the part about the more confidence should be directed to ahemahemahem and not me XP so yeah, basically, i have no idea where im headed, no clue as to what career im going to take, just living life day by day clueless. im pathetic, seriously pathetic.... sigh, and we're going to know which class we're going to on the 28th November and I'M NOT AROUND!!!! so irritating, i'd rather find out which class im going to next year by myself. errgh...
tomorrow, staying back until 630 pm... rarrgh... im going to be so tired... stupid funfair... i cant wait for it to be over... then the madness will FINALLY disappear...
i went to Fort Siloso today... quite lame larhz... there was this guy who spat ALOT eeww... but i think it was much better than i had expected o and i got a CUP!!! XD its quite nice and cute because its so tiny XDXDXD kind of glad i didnt go to Chinatown... partly because of ahemahem... haha... and i know im weird, but i think Chinatown is more enjoyable if i go with my parents... haha.... because they know which are the best places to eat and etcetc... like the other time, we were trying out the NEL because of dad's obssession about his tunnel... then we stopped by Chinatown and i had the BEST char kway teow and ah balling XDXDXD yummy!!! i want to go back there!!
o and i read in the papers that there's going to be an Animax on cable showing anime 24/7!!!!!!!!!! XDXDXD but, unfortunately, my parents won't allow me to have it. oh, because, next year, i'm going to be sec 3 so i had better buck up and start preparing for O's.... ok fine, thats true... BUT I WANT ANIMAX!!! I MEAN, ITS THE NO.1 ANIME CHANNEL IN JAPAN AND SO IT HAS TO BE GOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XP
ok... this entry is kind of long ^^;;; there's much, much more to talk about but whatever, gtg

2003-10-29T17:45:00.000+08:00

im so irritated with somebody *ahem**ahem* really, really irritated... oh well, i can't do anything about it bleah....
Victoria and i came up with a special language so that nobody can understand what we're saying XD so we were ahem-ing the whole time that certain person showed up... ok... im so mean! *slaps self* o well... today we made our subject combinations so im taking english, e maths, chemistry, half geog, chinese, a maths, bio and full lit, hopefully *cross fingers* yeah... then my mum is trying to appeal for triple science XP ah heck, i don't think i'll even get in, i mean, my average is so low..... and im sure there are a whole lot more people whoe got higher than me... sigh... tomorrow i'm going to Fort Siloso *ahem**ahem**ahem* and getting my report book back *ahem**ahem* sighh.... ERRGH I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! >.<

2003-10-28T21:12:00.000+08:00

got our subject option forms today... 8-subjects... durh....... sigh... but like i missed triple science by 0.3 marks... so should i appeal?? ergh... in a dilemma now... i want to do triple science but i also don't want to do it either......... T.T how? o and im kind of sick of waffles now... ate tons and tons of it at Shyna's house....sighh... damn tired noww.......... >.<
HOW?!?! i have to choose my subjects tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T i havent really decided yet... should i do full geog, lit or history?? T.T dieee...........

2003-10-25T18:43:00.000+08:00

ladida... spent the whole afternoon watching Kanon and i didnt get to watch till the end T.T stupid runtime error thing -.- I WANT TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED IN THE END!!!!!!!!!!!! >.< sigh... oh and today, we did watercolour XD and i have decided that watercolour rocks XDXDXD
o well, there's nothing much to say so yar..

2003-10-24T22:26:00.000+08:00

I GOT PHOTOSHOP!!!!!!!! XDXDXDXD IT'S THE BEST PRESENT I EVER HAD *hugs mum and dad* XDXDXDXDXDXD love it!! spent the entire afternoon playing around with it XDXDXD sigh... so tired... so full... ergh... o and i dont have piano tomorrow ladidas... ms lo has to see the doctor... T.T hope she's alright.... ^^
o and we (my sis and i) played around with the digicam and we made a video XD haha... damn fun... i really like her cam... so cool XDXDXD sigh... i hope AXN will show ALL the episodes of Ranma 1/2 so that i can at least watch something new because its kind of boring when u watch the same episode again... but, if its funny then its alright XD but in the case of err... like, Ayashi no Ceres, its really boring, because, its not really THAT funny, not as funny as Ranma 1/2 XD so yar... sigh... my mum wants me to bake a banana cake tomorrow... o.O so... got to wake up EARLIER

2003-10-23T16:40:00.000+08:00

screwed, real screwed

sigh... for my SA2 average, i got 69.7% damn lowww....... T.T just got killed by my mum sigh.....
here goes...
english - 72 (B)
chinese - 60 (C)
science - 71 (B)
maths - 52 (D)
geog - 84 (A)
history - 67 (C)
lit - 65 (C)
art - 77 (B)
project work - 80 (A)
Food and Nutrition - 69 (C)

errgh... there... told you im screwed.... like, i got 4 Cs and 3 Bs?!?!?! pathetic... and i have to choose my subject combinations by tuesday and i really dont know what to choose for my humanities T.T
oh, and i finished reading 'Road to Memphis' XDXDXDXD damn nice!!!!!!! and its so sad... like, so many people died T.T really sad... Moe Turner is one bishie XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD

2003-10-22T15:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEI!!!!!!!!!

sigh... getting results back tomorrow T.T i'll kill myself if i ever fail any subject, in fact, i'll just be happy even if i just pass... just as long as i pass *hopes* errgh... o well... going out for dinner.... sigh... going to miss ranma 1/2 hmm... never mind, watch it tomorrow afternoon.

2003-10-21T21:16:00.000+08:00

i think i know what im getting for my present.... i think its photoshop 7.0 *crosses fingers* >.< can't wait...
o and the day BEFORE my birthday, im getting my results back... how wonderful -.- really wonderful... -.- sigh... and my sis is damn lucky... shes getting a ~~digicam~~ errrggghhhhhhhhh... how lucky is THAT?? and i only have one lousy, cheap, camera and she gets THAT?!
sigh... better stop.... tsk... should be happy XD there...better... ok, better stop crapping
2 DAYS TO MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!

2003-10-20T15:27:00.000+08:00

o.O SHIMBO KISSED SHIMIZU!! O.O just watched episode 15... so freaky.......
still sick though... my cough got worse... T.T but anyway... i made a whole lot of careless mistakes!!!!!! errrgh....so frustrated...... AND MY MUM WONT LET ME GO OUT ON SUNDAY!!!!!!!! T.T bad day....... sighhh................... theres nothing much to say.... so yeah... bye

2003-10-19T12:54:00.000+08:00

damn......... bloody nose... yesterday, it was runny, today, its clogged up and im having a sore throat, a headache and a fever -.- errrrggghh.... i dont want to skip school tomorrow... weird... haha... almost finished with 'The Samurai's Wife' XD so nice haha
i didnt go to church today... i feel so guilty... my mum said that i had better not go to church today, just in case i infect somebody haha... of all people, my mum says that... unbelievable... she would have made me go to church today
lalalala... going to 'Jiang Nan Chun' for my bday *hint* XDXDXDXDXDXD so happy XDXDXDXDXD
o darn... havent bought pressies yet ^^;;; im going to be broke.... really broke this year..... and i dont feel like going back to school on 1 Nov XP but i have to T.T stupid fun fair....
i feel so awful...

2003-10-18T11:53:00.000+08:00

ok... something happened to the layout... o well... ms lo killed me today... didnt bring alot of stuff ^^;;; errggh... its already saturday T.T i dont want to get my papers back T.T my mum is so going to kill me............ i think i'll get retained

2003-10-16T06:13:00.000+08:00

IM BACK!!!!!!! XDXDXD i cant believe that exams are over.... hahas... exams were ok i guess... but like, im so scared i'll get retained T.T or get placed in B5 i dont think i'll even get into B1 errrrrggggh... oh well... its over, no use fretting about it ^^ haha it really seems like it was just yesterday that the year started and now its going to end... time goes by really fast haha sigh.... i really hope ahem ahem will not be teaching me again XP hate that person....... now... IF i actually get into sec3 next year, i think i'll be doing lit and geog... no history... i'll just DIE really die..... o and on the post-exam activities, we're having a sexuality talk AGAIN we have it EVERY YEAR gosh... im not stupid... i know that you can get STDs if u engage in pre-marital sex yadda yadda blah blah crappy stuff... dont have to repeat it to me again and again... errgh... o well... im just so happy... im ecstatic... i dont have to see me geog book ever again, i dont have to see my home econs book, well, basically all my books woohoo!!! hahas... now... what should i do on thursday and friday XD SO HAPPY!!!! XDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXDXD *jumps around*

2003-10-15T18:22:00.000+08:00

IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i really cant believe its over... its so fast man... i was just sitting there in my seat, staring at the whiteboard while my paper was being collected, in a daze... and there was this voice saying "its over its over its over" XD yarrr... then when i went home, i sat in front of the telly and watched yesterday's ranma 1/2 and i had this really weird feeling.... like this feeling that i should be studying for something and when my mum came home, i was still in my uniform anyway... was too lazy to shower... ^^;;;. but anyway... when my mum came home, she just went "hah... never shower and then she sat on the sofa and watched 'Only Yesterday' with me... weird weirdddd...... haha... sigh... what movies are there to watch? haha... o and i plan to watch tv all night XD mummy wont scold.. WHEEEE~ time really flies....... it feels like it was only yesterday when i first stepped into 2I and now its coming to the end of the year.... o well... but the sad news is that we're getting our papers back on Monday T.T sad... sad....sad.... I DONT WANT TO GET MY PAPERS BACK and im like so scared for lit... bcos, while we were doing the home econs paper, ms ng said that some people got 7/25 for their essays T.T so scared.... and like, my mood will be gone, bcos my mum will definately KILL me and well... might as well make the best of it XD haha....
ecstatic................................

2003-09-04T18:22:00.000+08:00

T.T im so disappointed with my marks T.T
o well... im beginning to not want triple science i dont think i can cope.... and like finals are in 1 month so i really want to study study study until finals are over so yup... shant be updating much from now on. so goodbye people, goodbye blogger, until the 15th October XD

2003-09-02T21:05:00.000+08:00

1. What is your full name?:not going to tell XP
2. nickname: i dont have one
3. bday:24 October 1989
4. Age:13++
5. Sex:Female.
6. Social Security:o.O a what?
7. Where were you born:-.- in a hospital??
8. where you live now:near Nanyang primary and HCJC
9. Zodiac sign:scorpio
10. What grade are you in and what school do you attend:Sec 2 in MGS!! whooo
11. siblings and their ages:Sister, one yr younger than me
12. do you get along:kind of...
13. Pets:pembroke welsh corgi, Macky super super notty and KAWAII!!!
14. Righty or Lefty:Righty.
15. Bedtime: between 10and 12
16. Hair color:Dark brown. with a few bronze streaks here and there and mind u... i did NOT streak my hair... its from the sun ^^
17. Eye color:blackish brown
18. Do you wear contacts or glasses:glasses *sob**sob*
19. Do you have any piercings:No and will never have
20. tattoos:No
21. scars:too many to count
22. Height:im really short
23. Do you wear any rings:No.
24. What shoes do you wear:Sports shoes, school shoes, and the occasional pair of golf shoes
25. drove a car:i wish
26. met someone new:i do that every year
27. done laundry:no
28. cried:duh.... -.-
29. wore a skirt:concerts and school
30. How are you today:err... fine??
31. wearing:clothes -.-
32. thinking about:stuff
33. What does your hair look like at the moment:horrible, as usual
34. What song are you listening to right now:nothing
35. What was the last thing you ate and/or drank:hmm... i had water, sausage bun, milo, ice cream, lemon cake and tea... pretty fattening rite? sigh... no wonder im so fat... T.T
36. How is the weather right now:Cool... XD cos it just poured and is still raining
37. Last person u talked to on the phone:Andrea XD
38. watching:The computer screen.
39. what time is it:6:10 pm

*****DO YOU BELIEVE IN ******
40. yourself:not really
41. friends:not too sure
42. best friends of the opposite sex:i dont have any ^^
43. santa claus:No
44. tooth fairy:No.
45. angels: kind of?
46. ghosts:No
47. aliens:No.
48. God:YESH!!!! XD

*******MORE ABOUT YOU!*******
49. what are the last four digits of ur phone number:6587
50. Do you like the person who sent this to you:nobody sent this to me
51. how do you eat an Oreo:spread peanut butter over it and stuff it into my mouth XD yummy
52. If you were a crayon what color would you be:who wants to be a crayon?! -.-
53. Have you ever almost died:oh yes, many many times
54. What's the best advice ever given to you:don't know
55. Have you ever won any special award:uhm.. does 'Good Progress Award' count?
56. Do you like to dance:No
57. Worst sickness you've ever had:?? can't remember...
58. What's the stupidest thing you have ever done:i always do stupid things ^^
59. What's the next CD you are going to buy:don't know
60. What sport you hate the most:volleyball XP my poor arms... T.T
61. Place for a dream house:on land?
62. How many kids do you want to have:-.-
63. Have you ever sprained/broken/fractured a bone:yes
64. Who do you tell your dreams to:err... nobody
65. What are you most scared of:failing
66. How many tv's do you have in your house:3
67. Do you have your own tv? : No
68. do you have your own phone line:sniffs... i wish
69. do you sleep with a stuffed animal:No. im allergic to stuffed toy fur
70. Are you shy:mhm
71. Are you outgoing:not really
72. Who is the loudest friend you have:err... ??
73. Who is the quietest friend you have:me
74. Who looks the worst in the morning:me
75. Who's the messiest eater:me
76. Who's the slowest eater:depends
77. Who's the bossiest:not going to say
78. Who is the 'mom' outta your friends:o.O err......
79. who are the top 3 hottest guys/girls u know:...
80. who's the weirdest:me?
81. who is the funniest:everybody XD
82. who do you go to for advice: my mum, friends etcetc
83. who do you think about most when you're not happy:i don't know...
84. who do you cry with:Myself
85. what's the best feeling in the world:Too many.
86. when's the last time you cried:when i was watching 'Grave of the Fireflies'
87. is cheerleading a sport:sort of...
88. How many licks does it take to get to the center of a tootsie pop:o.O
89. Which came first the chicken or the egg:sigh... another of these stupid question... the chicken came first
90. Root Beer or Dr. Pepper:None
91. vanilla or chocolate:Vanilla
92. Love or lust:Love.
93. silver or gold:Silver.
94. Have you ever gone skinny dipping:No. why does every quiz ask this question??
95. What's your favorite color:erm... fuschia
96. What's your favorite band/singer:S41!!!!!!!! XDDDDD
97. What do you dream about: ??
98. Favorite song:i like alot of songs
99. Do you like to sing in the shower:...
100. Had an imaginary friend:No.
101. Wanted to "hook up" with a friend:No.
102. Cried during a movie:Yes
103. Had a crush on a teacher:O.O NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
104. What is the first thing you think about when you wake up in the morning:how sucky school is going to get

*****Preference*****
105. Sleep on your back, stomach or side:All
106. Adidas, Nike, or Reeboks:Nike.
107. Croutons or Bacon Bits:Bacon Bits XD
108. 2 doors or 4 (on a car):4.
109. Bridges or Tunnels:Tunnels
110. One pillow or two?:2.
111. Salt or butter flavored popcorn:salt
112. Fizzy or still water:Still.
113. Red wine or white wine:White wine XD

*****Word Association - (1st Thing That Comes To Mind)*****
114. Rubber Gloves:detergent
115. Disney Character:mickey mouse
116. Fast Food place:MacDonald's
117. Board Game:Coloured squares
118. Rock:Stone.
119. Blue:BLACKMORE XDDDDDDDDD
120. Wet:brolly
121. Cry:sad
122. Peanut Butter:peanut butter??
123. Hay:farm
124. Paper:Pen.
125. Wood:Trees
126. Yellow:Sun.
127. Laugh:Smile.
128. Ugly:...
129. Happy:smiles

******YOU AND LOVE******
130. Do you believe in love:Yes.
131. Do you have a girlfriend or a boyfriend:No.
132. do you have a crush:No
133. who is your crush:i dont have a crush
134. are you sending this to your crush:I DONT HAVE A CRUSH
135. do you believe in love at first sight:Not really.
136. What song do you want played at your wedding:i'll probably not get married
137. Who do you want to spend the rest of your life with:God
138. Do you find yourself attractive:No. i'm very ugly XP
139. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex:-.-
140. are you too shy to ask someone out:don't know...

*****When was the last time you...*****

141. Took a shower:abt an hour ago??
142. Watched Bambi:a long time ago
143. Got a real letter:a long time ago
144. Wished upon a star:i don't believe in wishing upon stars cos those wishes will never come true
145. Asked someone for forgiveness:Not really
146. Hugged someone:last nite?
147. Kissed someone:On the cheek. last nite and i kissed my MOTHER
148. Ate something:2 hrs ago
149. Called someone:an hour ago... Andrea XD

*******What is your...*******

150. Good luck charm:i don't have any
151. Bedroom like:very small... bcos im sharing it with my sis -.-''''''
152. Favorite Breakfast food:oatmeal... it sounds disgusting but i've come to like it quite a bit XD
153. Favorite lunch food:NOTHING
154. Best thing that happened to you today:err.... nothing great has happened

*****What do you think about the following*****
155. Abortion:Inhumane
156. Homosexuality:err... to me its kind of err... gross....
157. Rap:Rhythm
158. Classical:Soothing.
159. Oldies:Inane XP except for a few nice ones like 'Snow Turned Into Rain' XD
160. Swing:...

**********PICK ONE: THIS OR THAT**********

161. lights on/off:Off
162. sun or rain or snow:Snow. XD believe it or not but i have never touched real snow
163. mickey D's (McDonalds) or BK (burger king):MacDonald's.
164. do you like scary movies or happy movies better:Happy.
165. backstreet boys or NSYNC:None.
166. on the phone or in person:In person.
167. summer or winter:Winter.
168. chocolate or white milk:White milk especially if its Meiji XD
169. CD or tape:CD
170. hugs or kisses:Hugs
171. cake or pie:Cake.
172. cats or dogs:DOGS
173. mud or jello wrestling:i dont really like wrestling
174. skiing or boarding:never tried
175. day or night:Night
176. sunset or sunrise:Sunset.
177. diamond or pearls:err... none?

*******YOUR FAVES*******

178. candy:hrmmz....
179. Beverage:COFFEE especially if its ITALIAN coffee XD
180. cartoon characters:anime?? if its counted, then i hv ALOT
181. sport(s):they're all very much on an equal basis
182. Song:didn't u ask the same question b4?
183. favorite actor or actress:??
184. Favourite movie:too many
185. tv show:i hv lots, all Jap XDDDDD
186. Favourite food:Jap food and home-cooked food XD
187. ice cream:Haagen Daaz Green Tea XDDDDDDD
188. subject:none or if you prefer to go according to my mum, its project work
189. shampoo:Follow Me Green Tea
190. favourite month:November. bcos exams are over and its HOLIDAY TIME
191. favourite number:7
192. favourite person to talk to online:o.O

******HAVE YOU EVER******
193. cut your hair yourself:yes
194. been on stage:yes
195. Ever thought an animated character was hot:DURH look at my bishie list XD
196. kept a secret from everyone:uhm yes
197. been hurt emotionally:yes
198. been in a car accident:Not really.
199. put a body part on fire for amusement:o.O weirrd.....
200. drank:O.O o yeah... i NEVER drink ANYTHING
201. smoked:NO and NEVER
202. broke the law:err...
203. ran from the cops:no -.-
204. made yourself cry to get outta trouble:no. -.- lame...
205. tried to kill yourself:no
206. made your self throw up:no... i dont know how to ^^;;; and bsides, i hate to throw up
207. Never been in Love: no
208. loved someone so much it made you cry: no

-.- o well...

2003-08-30T23:04:00.000+08:00

ook... going to make this entry reeeallly short... going to andrea's church 2mrw... hahas... again... XD o and im really really pissed at a certain group of pple. as in really pissed. and i shan't post why but yarr.... im just really really pissed with them. o and 2day i watched 'Kiki's Delivery Service' by Hayao Miyazaki XDDDDDD Kiki is so kawaii!! the big, big red bow!! XDDDDDDDD o and after that, had art, then watched a bit of dnangel 15 then watched the first part of 'Grave of the Fireflies' by Hayao Miyazaki and its like soooooooo sad!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T sniffs sniffs... it really is... sniffs.... go watch it... u'll probably cry your heart out too sniffs sniffs... really really sad and really good. aargh... setsuko is really cute XDDDDDD but yarr... like i said its really sad and now i must go and sleep cos its pretty late and i probably have 6 hrs to sleep? so yar..

2003-08-29T18:09:00.000+08:00

RETRO REVOLUTION it was ok i guess....... wore my very very ugly polka-dotted shirt which didnt even look retro -.- and my cousin's jeans and my mum's denim jacket and a tie a really ugly tie too... o and i had to wear my belt pretty tightly around the jeans.... man... my cousin has such a wide waist XD hahas... yarr... and i sort of stained my mum's jacket ^^;;; i perspired while wearing the shirt and bcos i used poster paints to paint the shirt, the jacket now has a huge red patch in the middle T.T o well... o and the skirt? andrea wore it... did i mention that? o well.. yarr... she wore it... and its damn short.. MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA U GO GIRL!!!! lolx... and she looked like a cheerleader bcos of the shortness and the pleats lolx hahas... but anyway... im so glad that i didnt haf to wear the skirt... phew.... but she still looked nice ^^ i liked her shirt... at least it was better than mine XD but anyways... so i brought the pressies to school and i 4got one but anyway... gave the tchrs honey XD yarr..... o and aces day was 2day as well... right after assembly... it was so retarded manz... really retarted... i mean... there was this punch-punch crap serious... like chop-chop-punch-punch-punch i mean how retarded can pple get?!?! i prefer the excerises we did when i was P6 ^^ at least that was better than this yrs... and well... i cant say much abt last yrs cos i didnt go ^^ so there. o and i justrealised that 2mrw, i dont haf piano. WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE so i can FINALLY sleep in XD im so tired... yups.. and i cant seem to take naps... its either i cant sleep or i fall into a deep sleep and when i wake up, i feel really sick and disgusting eeeeeewwwwwwwwww... so the only time i can sleep is when it is night time... sigh.... i hv decided that i shant watch anymore aime on axn until ranma 1/2 comes back XD which is in November... so yarr.... truth is, not that i hv decided not to watch bcos i want to concentrate on my studies, well yeah... its half of that but anyway.... the real reason is bcos axn is not showing anything new... screw axn manz... why show the same animes over and over again?!?! like now they're showing sakura wars, rave, gensomaden saiyuki AGAIN it gets really boring when u keep watching the same anime over and over again like slam dunk... and im expecially bored with rave bcos the storyline is so basic so i can practically rmb ALL the scenes... and like most of the characters are retards... BUT im not saying that rave sucks... its ok..... i guess... but i really hate griff hes some blue thing (not even human), has millions of tentacles under its butt, a weird voice and is obssessed with elie's boobs.... in other words, he is a retarded, weird, stupid perverted thing XP but yar... if i was asked to review it, i wont recommend it to pple who prefer anime with alot of romance so there.... to me... rave seems like a kiddy show... but anyway... its my opinion

2003-08-28T18:10:00.000+08:00

sigh...... im damn pissed with a certain person.... really pissed.... so pissed... im not going to give her a present 2mrw... XP shes so BIASED... and like she called EVERYBODY except me and victoria and thats why im so pissed.... im not pissed that i didn't get to sell anything but im pissed bcos shes so biased... and i cant STAND it...... >< EEEERGGGGGGGGH im so pissed i dont even want to see her face 2mrw... XP if i get the chance, i'll definately show her what it feels to be left out... I CANT STAND IT!!!!!!!! SHES SO BIASED AND ALL AND LIKE SHE SHOULDN'T PLAY FAVOURITES....... by now... its so obvious who im talking abt.... and this person is going down on my hate list >< and like she always calls me and never others.......... >< eeeerkkkk.... i know i shouldnt be angry abt such a small thing but STILL its just so irritating and sometimes i just feel like.... like..... like.... cant say... but yar...
anyway... its retro revolution 2mrw and i really dont want to go... so embarrassing............. and so i dont want to go. and i asked my mum whether i could dont go and she said 'if the school wants you to be there then you have to go' CRAP MAN sigh.... im just in a very bad mood so bye

2003-08-26T21:07:00.000+08:00

sigh... science presentation 2mrw and like we are NOT READY its like the whole thing seems so unorganised... sigh sigh... everything is just copy paste, copy paste... -.- sigh man...... so tired too... dont know why... o and for RETRO REVOLUTION this friday.... im supposed to dress up as a girl and andrea is supposed to dress up as a guy -.- but yar... and so anyway... i got the skirt 2day and its like really short... i mean... HALF OF MY THIGH-LENGTH?!?! well, fine... call me conservative for all i care... but a skirt like that is a bit too short? i dont know.... but maybe i'll just stick to dressing up as a girl... but even so, the skirt is too big... like its from Topshop and its size 10... but anyway... maybe it'll be better if i dress up as a girl... then i dont haf to wear those type of fluorescent shirts or smthg... ^^ but anyway... i learnt how to play the guitar 2day XD well... not exactly... but yup... i only know how to play a C-chord hahas... pathetic, yes i know, but STILL.... hahas... THANKS VICTORIA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDD hahas... sigh... violin 2mrw.. T.T im seriously going to egt KILLED, SLAUGHTERED by ms tay again XD hahaha.... o and thanks to dan, Tsuzuki Asato is a new addition to my bishie list XD aargh... hes so hott..... XDDDDDDD the eyes!!!!! the HAIR!!!!!!! aargh aargh aargh.... XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2003-08-24T17:05:00.000+08:00

XD had a very nice lunch 2day XD

we went to Stammtisch ^^ with Auntie Jacq, Renyi and Uncle Wengho. and bcos i had something at my grandmother's service, i wasnt very hungry. so i shared a cheese fondue with my sis... the cheese was very nice and then as i chewed on the bread and cheese, i drank some beer and it tasted like heaven XD weird, beer tasting nice with cheese o.O hahas.... o and last nite, we also had leg of lamg and my mum gave Macky the bone XD he's practically in heaven with his bone hahaha... cute....

2003-08-23T20:18:00.000+08:00

aargh... terrible weather 2day....first its so darn hot in the morning and early afternoon then rain rain rain rain rain... >< sigh... weekends go by so fast... TT.TT sigh....... im so bored... o well.... for a start.. im starting ot like sketching... hahas... weird rite? o well... had lunch with my 'godsister'... haha... well.... with Renyi... she hasn't grown much though... haha... abt like... 2 yrs ago? yarr... she was a head taller than me... and i thot that it will remain that way... her being a head taller than me... and 2day, when i saw her... i thot that she grew quite alot but no... she hadn't bcos when i looked at her closely, she was wearing 2-inch heels -.- so i hv like abt 5-6 cm to grow then i might be taller than her... yay... sigh... im bcoming obssessed with height... -.- but anyway... she's still damn skinny TT.TT i dont know how she manages to control her fat... o.O WHY AM I TALKING ABOUT FAT?!?! weird... o well... but anyway... my dad was still 'vacillating' on where we (my sis, mum, renyi) should eat... so he decided to take us to Pontini's for lunch at the Grand Copthorne BUT they were CLOSED so then he decided to take us to Senso at Club Street.. but they were closed too... then Bokerini's in Tanjong Pagar and they were closed too... and will re-open on the 5th September -.- its like a jinx rite? then he decided to take us to L'Angeles but they were closed too -.- by that time, it was already almost 1 when we set out at like 12?!?! but anyway... we went to Pete's Place at the Hyatt for lunch... nicenice... XD then we dropped renyi off at Forum to meet her mum to go shopping... and i think they're coming to my hse for dinner.... i think... i cant give a damn... im still a bit angry with her... amazing isn't it? i've been angry with her since P6... usually i forgive and forget... haha... weird.... o and i have decided that i will not blog abt school stuff cos its very easy to find my blog on google... i mean if u type in the correct words in google... my blog is on the FIRST PAGE how freaky is that?!?! so there... i shall only blog abt stuff like this... sigh...

Are You Naughty or Nice?

2003-08-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

maths common test 2mrw T.T its mensuration, congruence and similarity!!!!!!! T.T i suck at those... o well... sigh... .... err..... *scratches head* well... tagboard is down... sigh... o yes... Jars of Clay really rocks!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDD it really does ^^ well... there's going to be a dinner AGAIN on friday and lunch on saturday and i just dont feel like doing anything... i just feel like sleeping.... man... ive been so tired these few days like once, i almost dozed off during maths... its not that it was boring.... i was just so tired and violin was okay i guess... well, ms tay didnt shout at me and shes going to teach me vibrato yay... its not that i cant do it... i cant do it PROPERLY... o.O well fine, i might as well say i cant do it.... sigh... im so tired im talking crap.... crap crap crap... haha

2003-08-18T14:57:00.000+08:00

aargh aargh... in school now... doing 'project work' sigh... it's going to be 3:00 and my tuition is going to end at 5:30?!?! AARGH... thats so late... i dont want to end so late but i HAVE to stay there for 2 hrs or else i'll probably fail my maths test.... sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh... im having a bit of a stomach ache now..... a tip... never EVER eat chicken with rendang. with thai curry and chili... it makes u fart... or according to Kaisheng, it is good for 'gas control' man... im feeling so AWFUL really awful... T.T o..k... this whole stay-back plan for rehearsing for project work presentation is seriously NOT working.... we're not even rehearsing... just fixing up the presentation... -.- sigh waste my time man...... im really tired too... and later must do maths... T.T mensuration T.T it really sucks..... big time...
To Chii : im really sorry to have a layout like yours... really sorry... T.T and i'll change my layout soon... but dont expect it so soon... but i WILL change this layout so im really sorry really sorry........... T.T

2003-08-17T07:26:00.000+08:00

as u can see... i hv a new layout featuring Dark and Daisuke XDDD done by DAN again XD THANK YOU DAN *muacks* THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! i really like this layout XDDDDDDDDDDD really really nice XDDD
sigh so tired................ its really nice now... bcos the sun isn't up yet and it's raining... XD o well....

PS to claire: i didn't go to your concert so i can't blog about it and i don't care if anime characters are 2-D so there.

2003-08-14T14:30:00.000+08:00

whoa... so many things to talk about... first, violin exam... T.T i think im going to fail... i sounded so TERRIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! so scratchy and my scales... C minor i play a D-flat... T.T and G major, i played a C-sharp!!!!!!!! T.T i m going to fail man... and sight-reading, i played so OUT OF TUNE because i din know that there was third position in the score so i was still playing first position until i came to the high C and thats when it went out of tune... T.T o man... ms tay is so going to kill me... and now thanks to the stupid coach... make us do 12 o' clock, 9 o' clock, 6 o' clock whatever crap and 5 push ups (the guy version) everytime we 'turn'... my stomach muscles hurt and i get stitches whenever i start running... urk... stupid guy... now im listening to Over My Head.. XD i like that song XD o well... and 2mrw... my uncle is coming... sigh... i bet he's going to come to my hse and sleep for 3 hrs straight... hahas... and piano on SATURDAY which is in 1 1/2 days time!!!! i don't want to get my results back!!!!!!! T.T i really dont want to... i bet i failed my first piece, my sight-reading and my aural... so there... i'll probabaly get 100 on the dot or something... sigh...
and i watched WHISPER OF THE HEART BY HAYAO MIYAZAKI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDD damn nice man... Shizuku is so cuuuuuuteeee yar and so funny.... highly recommended!! and AMASAWA SEIJI IS DAMN BISH!!!!!!!!!!! yups... he really is man... and so cute... MUST WATCH MUST WATCH MUST WATCH... but right now... im so happy... ms tay GAVE me the WHOLE ENTIRE SET OF STUDIO GHIBLI STUFF so i've got Tonari no Totoro, KiKi's Delivery Service and much much much more... XDDDDDDDDDDD so happy lalalalalalalalalalala o well... gtg

2003-08-09T17:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDD

went to the mangrove swamps this morning... it was ok not very interesting... but u could c Johor frm there. as in u can see the harbour, the hotels, the buildings of Johor... yups.. and then, my parents wanted to buy veggies from the aeroponics farm and i got this sms saying 'Thank You for using Maxis during your stay in Malaysia' and i was !!!! i din even go to Malaysia... but yar... it was bcos i was so close to Malaysia.. haha lame rite? XD anyway... i think i passed. i only THINK i passed piano exam bcos ms lo sent me an email saying 'congrats for all your hard work!' so i think it means that i passed?? haha... hopefully... i don't want to do grade 7 again T.T o well... i don't really like this yr's national day song... i still prefer last yrs 'we will get there'

remember the days?
when we set out together with faith?
remember the times
so fine
we thought that nothing could stand in our way
then things weren't the same
blahblah... (cant remember)
side by side
i knew we'd build a new world a world of hope forever after

ahaha.. yups... i forgot parts of the song... but the tune is nice XD o well... better practise violin now

2003-08-08T13:37:00.000+08:00

hehe.. haven't been posting ^^;;; sigh.. stupid violin studio class 2day... yucks... i hate ms tay XP lets see... next wk... violin exam (which i m going to fail)... renyi is coming, uncle is coming... SIGH i still kind of hate her... >< but anw.. half day 2day XD yup... it was a bit boring larhz... yup... and like LAO SHI WAS SINGING ON STAGE! IT WAS SO AWFUL MAN... and like when i heard that he was singing i almost died. o man... the worst experience of a lifetime manz... sighsighsigh... nothing to write abt... or post abt... heck

2003-08-03T20:01:00.000+08:00

T.T i'm sick... i've got a runny-nose and a sore throat... damn... i just feel really sick... i don't feel like studying... science test on wednesday... ^^ Dragon is here now... so cute!!! he's damn guai lorhz... Dragon is my cousin's boyfren's dog... its a golden retriever... XD damn cuuuute!!!!! XDDDDDDD this is going to b really short... now i need to go downstairs for dinner... and mayb watch a little of Ranma 1/2 XD

2003-08-01T20:22:00.000+08:00

haiz... so tired... supposed to b at the SSO concert at Esplanade... decided to skip it... im really very tired... i hope ms ng din go.. *crosses fingers* sigh... i wish SOMEBODY would just throw away the sarcasm and BUY MY TICKETS!!!! ergh... im so fed up... like everybody i ask is like 'but it's so many months away! i'll think abt it' or 'so expensive? u think i want to buy?' or 'i don't want to support your school' errrgh look it's not like i din buy your tickets... i din go... but I STILL BOUGHT YOUR TICKETS AND WHY CAN'T YOU BUY MINE?????!!!!! errgh errgh errgh errgh... it's been so many months since i got the stupid booklet and i haven't even sold ONE!!! and now ms ng gave me ANOTHER booklet!!!!! why does it have to be?! why must ms ng pick on me?! why why why?!?! did i do something that you have to hate me so much?! why must you torture me?! its so IRRITATING why cant she give the stupid booklet to SOMEONE ELSE?! it's so irritating... everything is 'Jacqueline, stand, you are going to sell $100 worth of fun-fair tickets by next month' ERRGH *stomps feet on floor* WHY MUST YOU PICK ON ME?! WHY ME?! anw my plea to everyone... PLS BUY MY TICKETS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! T.T

2003-07-28T21:13:00.000+08:00

argh... so hot... sigh... lit test 2mrw... and its FIRST PERIOD!!!!!!!!!! argh...
anw.. FULL METAL PANIC! ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! it really does... SOUSUKE!!!! *squeals*yup... and i really want episode 9 now!! sigh... its still queing... T.T yup... now im watching X its ok larh... i guess... hehe...
i've got this song stuck in my head... its like really nice... as in the tune... but i can only remember the chorus... ^^;;;

forever God is faithful
forever God is strong
forever God is with us
forever...

XD very very nice song...

2003-07-25T20:50:00.000+08:00

founder's day 2day... ladidas... gd thing it din rain... XD yar.. and like all of a sudden, this girl, she just fainted while the VIPs were walking around the whole quadrangle... yup... i only saw her lying on the floor... couldn't see the whole thing... we were on 4th level... sigh... i have lately become addicted to 'For the Beauty of the Earth' a hymn... yes... a hymn... but a nice hymn... by John Rutter..

for the beauty of the earth
for the beauty of the skies....

and after that, i cant remember... but the tune is damn nice... >< really nice... yup... really really really nice... yar... and my mum had some lunch thingy... and so i had to go home by bus... and well... gd thing was... that i din haf to wait for the traffic to clear so that my mum could pick me up... if she came... bad thing was that it was SO HOT!!! i could just die... and like my house is so far in... gosh... and so yup... and like its not like our sch uniform is 1 layer... but 2 layers... so... it was SUPER SUPER HOT

sigh man... like everyone is so depressed... gosh... yups... 2mrw got piano.... ><
i hope ms lo will b in a gd mood....

2003-07-22T22:14:00.000+08:00

ahh... just had steak for dinner... yummys... lol... sigh...geog test 2mrw... T.T sigh... and we have the stupid founder's day rehearsal whatever crap 2mrw... damn... man... its gonna be a really really really really really boring boring crappy day 2mrw... whatever... gd thing there's no chinese 2mrw... haha... and like 2day we din have lesson. why? o because lao shi wanted to 'strengthen the student-teacher relationship' whatever crap by playing chuan zhu lian... urk... but anw... that was good in a way... i could sleep... hehe... ^^;;; yup and 2day for tennis, it wasn't too bad... ahas... like the coach din make us run 5-line, 7-line, fast feet and best of all, NO PUSH-UPS!!!!!! XDDDDD yup and instead he let us practise rallying its lame but its much much better than push-ups... yup and like it was kind of fun larh because i was always in the shade... ahas... but the best thing was that my swings weren't that screwed up like last time... ahaha... yup... and went i hit out of court, i din get scolded... a miracle... ahaha... and like it WAS fun... ahaha... becos we (victoria and i) din miss so many tennis balls... ahahaha... we rock man!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDD but anyway... i think i'd better re-read my geog tb

2003-07-20T16:58:00.000+08:00

got my layout back on my blog... XD

THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU DAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *muacks* XDDDD o and i got my diary back... ^^ it was under my classmate's desk hehe... so yup.. i got worked up over nothing... ahaha... sigh... school again 2mrw... sigh... boring... aargh... chinese 2mrw... sigh... sigh... o well...now i gtg take macky out for a walk

2003-07-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

1. Starting Time: 10:52 pm

2. Name: jac

3. Best Friends: hmm... kaez.. dan? counts rite...

4. Sexiest Friend: oO

5. Funniest Friend: dont know

6. Smartest Friend: dan

7. Dumbest Friend: ...

8. Shyest Friend: ?

9. Most Boring Person: mrs gaspar

10. Who Do You Get Advice From: andrea

11. Height: short

12. DOB: 24 october 1989 XD

13. Righty / Lefty: righty

14. Eye Colour: brownish black kind of colour

15. Shoe Size: 4-5

16. Shoe Brand: i dont care... just as long as it looks nice and is comfy

17. Do You Crack Any Body Parts: no

18. Pets: MACKY!!!!!!!!

19. Siblings: 1 sister

20. E-mail: ...

21. Boy Friend / Girl Friend: never

22. Crush: uhm no?

23. Liked a Teacher: NO WAY

24. Killed Someone: no

25. Laughed So Hard You Peed Your Pants: no.

26. Ate A Tub Of Ice-cream: no... i'll put on more weight

27. Ran Into A Glass Door: no...

28. Went Into Rotten.com: rotten.com=retards

29. Gone Skinny Dipping: NO!

30. Gotten Hit By A Car: no

31. Ran Into A Parked Car: why would i do that?

****Girls Fill Out About Guys****
32. Boxers or Briefs: ...

33. Tall or Short: whatever

34. Does Size Matter: not really

35. Six-pack or Muscular Arm: ...

36. Body or Personality: personality

37. Ear Pierced or Not: no

38. Sporty or Outdoorsy: both

39. Good Guy or Bad Guy: good.

40. Light Hair or Dark Hair: dark.

41. Hair or No Hair: hair

42. Tan or No Tan?: tanned

****Which One Is Better****

54. Coke or Pepsi: coke

55. KFC or McDonalds: i had food poisoning when i ate kfc so guess which one i like better

56. Cats or Dogs: dogs.

57. Coffee or Tea: coffe. NO milk NO sugar XD

58. Sour or Sweet: sweet.

59. Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla

60. Cake or Cookies: cookies.

61. Day or Night: night

62. Lights On or Off: off.

63. Summer or Winter: summer.

****Your favourite****
64. Food: lamb chops ^^

65. Animal: corgi!!! XD

66. Holiday: 100% fun fun fun

67. Quotes: 'you can tame a man with money, a dog with food, but NOBODY can tame the wolf of Mibu' frm saitoh... XDDDDDD

68. Radio Station: dont really listen to radio.

69. Place: my bed

****In The Future****
70. Will You Believe In God: actually I DO ALREADY

71. What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up: a doctor

****Random Questions****
72. Define True Love: when someone loves a person for who he/she is and not by their outward appearance???

73.You Born: gleneagles hospital in singapore

74.Hugs or kisses?: hugs.

75. Favourite Day Of The Week: friday

76. Who Was The Last Person You Received Mail From: ? haven't checked my mail in a very long time... maybe dan? when she emailed to me abt aural stuff ^^

77. Bedtime: irregular

78. Who Is Least Likely To Send This Back: ...

79. Endingtime: 11:06pm

got this frm claire's blog... hehe... but anyway.... i think i'll go to bed now..

2003-07-17T17:42:00.000+08:00

haha... haven't been posting.. hehe... sigh... went to the swimming finals on tuesday... yar... mg only won 3rd for C div... sniffs... but anyway.. good job u guys! yups... my layout is re-uploaded... XD happyhappyhappy.... and so now have to put it back into my template... so expect to see kenshin on your screen soon!! XDDDDDD yups... the sad news is... I LOST MY DIARY! MY SCHOOL DIARY!! I THINK IT DROPPED OUT OF MY BAG AT, OF ALL PLACES, TOA PAYOH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! urk... im so frustrated... so depressed... T.T so sad... but anyway... watched episode 5 of Samurai Deeper Kyo just now... XDDDDD but im still confused larhz... like is kyo bad or good? bcos... u know... he likes killing people for no good reason... but 2day... he SAVED someone... and he was acting as the good guy when in the manga, he wanted to kill Yuya... bleah... but anyway... yup.. and i had my history test yesterday... T.T really bad... like i think im goingto do really really badly... and my mum is going to KILL me... and i definately lost 6 marks!!!! RARRRRRR i misunderstood the stupid question... rarr and like i thot they meant to describe the differences AFTER the stupid merger but its BEFORE rarrr *slaps self hundred times and then attempts to bash head through the wall* HOW CAN I BE SO STUPID?!?!?! and like its HISTORY?! urk... sigh man... thats it... im jinxed, cursed, whatever... its like... i ALWAYS misunderstand the questions in tests, whenever i want to go to the library in sch, its always closed... and whenver i want to open a document frm a floppy disk in sch, there's always an error... RARRRR im so fed up... man... o well... i'd better study now...

2003-07-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

went to andrea's church 2day... quite nice... though it wasn't exactly youth... it was youth SUNDAY so actually went for sermon... ^^ yups... and then, kind of argued with my mum... silent war actually... yups... because, all of a sudden, she just went on and on and on abt me not wearing sneakers... blahblah... yar... and so i got fed up and screamed at her because i was also feeling cranky... slept late, woke up early... yups... and then boom, silence and we just ignored each other... yup... sigh... but anyway... went to kino 2day... bought SAMURAI DEEPER KYO MANGA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDDDDDD but its in jap but its ok... cna still read... ^^ and i prefer manga in jap.. dont know why... maybe because it feels more original??? haha... yups... and liz bought dnangel manga... and now... i prefer the manga than the anime because dark really likes riku ^^ so yup... dnangel MANGA rocks... ahahahahahahahahahahaha... tried to find Full Metal Panic... couldn't find... maybe there's no manga for that... T.T sigh... i would really want Full Metal Panic dvd for my birthday... hm... mayb ask my cousin to burn/buy for me... hehe the thing is that she will say that she got alot of things to do... blahblah.. so then, i will feel bad and embarrassed but then... maybe i'll get another surprise... like last christmas... when she gave me gatekeeper dvd... ^^ my cousins are unpredictable... and speaking of cousins.... i totally forgot that it was dan's birthday yesterday... o wait... let me re-phrase that... i DIDN'T EVEN KNOW THAT IT WAS HIS BIRTHDAY YESTERDAY... tsk... i feel so bad... sigh...

2003-07-12T13:58:00.000+08:00

sorry for not updating... ^^ very lazy... ^^ sigh... im trying to get an account to upload stuff so that i *ahem* dont have to wait for someody to re-upload my layouts and i have to bear with the stupid cross-sign... so yup... sigh... just had oral... and not english but chinese oral... man... i just DIED really died... like the examiner was saying that i din noe alot of words... o man... im definately going to fail my chinese... T.T and piano exam on monday? it was HORRIBLE so horrible!!!!!!! like the examiner had to PROMPT me... urk... T.T so bad... sigh... should i go for dance fest 2nite?? sigh... nvm... dont feel like going... hehe... very lazy... dont want to go back to skool again yar... sigh... but anyway... i have learnt a new word... ^^ 'bollox' yar.. and dont ask what it means... very bad word.. tsk... ^^ sigh... and like i have to study history... test on wednesday... sigh... i better stop fooling around and really study like hell... ^^ o well... since im still in my school uniform.. i had better go change.. ^^

2003-07-05T14:53:00.000+08:00

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2003-07-05T14:37:00.000+08:00

watched Samurai Deeper Kyo episode 3 today XDDDDDDDDDDDD i really like 'demon eyes' Kyo!!! hes so cool... like he can mimick his enemies' movements... XD 'there are 3 reasons why you can never beat me... 1) your attacks are too light 2) there is nothing i cant cut 3) i'm more handsome than you' XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD that is so true!!!!! ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha... now, i think i better practise piano... exam in 1 1/2 days!!! *panic*

2003-07-04T22:21:00.000+08:00

just watched D.N.Angel episode 12... and Hiwatari looks pretty cool WITHOUT his specs.. ahaha... actually he looks cool with or without his specs... ahahahahaha... yups and managed to finish watching Love Hina... XDDDDDDD nicenice... ^^ and yups... i'll probably fail my ting xie because i couldn't remember anything... but yar... and i dont see any point in learning poetry when we should be learning other chapters.. i mean... its only 3 poems and lao shi takes a week to finish that pathetic chapter.. sigh man... and yet again... i have nothing much to blog about except that im dead for piano exam... T.T really dead... im just so scared that i'll screw everything up on that day...

2003-07-03T21:17:00.000+08:00

wow.. i haven't blogged in such a long time.. o well... the first day of school was really sucky, as usual...yups... and well.. dont have much time to blog a whole lot... sigh... chinese tomorrow... yucks... eew.. its not that i hate chinese... i hate the tchr.. urgh... sicko... o well... yups... and after watching a bit of Ranma 1/2, i think its quite nice.. hehe.. but i cannot watch most of it... why? o because i have to STUDY and REVISE... bleh... o well...

2003-07-02T12:01:00.000+08:00

right now, im in school, and i might not be able to update very often because of school... and my mum practically limits my time on the comp and oly gives me like 10 minutes on the net!!!ugh... sheesh... i so cant wait to get this year over and done with... and on the first day of school which was uhm... on monday... yups it sucked.. as usual... and now, on mondays, our recess is at 1005!!! and it clashes with the primary school and its hell...really, its practically a mob out there...yup... and now, i really have to do research.. sigh...my fingers are freezing...

2003-06-28T22:07:00.000+08:00

o man... tomorrow is sunday!!!!! sigh.... boredom for 2 hrs... *sigh*... and like school is starting on MONDAY... like... was that just June hols? it sure didn't seem like it... maybe bcos we didn't go to Malaysia... haha... but serious... was that the june holidays?! it sure wasn't... sigh... and like... i really hate my new timetable!! i mean... first day of the new semester, first day of school, first day of the week, i have to see lao shi!!!!! T.T and not only will i have to see lao shi, i have to see Mrs Yue, Ms Ng and MRS GASPAR!!!!!!!!! somebody just KILL me now.. i mean... im really going to go insane... its bad enough that i have to look at lao shi's smile and listen to ms ng's nagging but i have to listen to mrs gaspar drone on and on and on and on about landforms and blah... this is crazy... my school life this semester is doomed... doomed...and why must we have ROBOTICS?! of all things! we have to build robots... bleh... and speaking of school, i need to finish the title for lit project... lit project!!!!!!!! *sigh* and on the first day of school, i have to lug a huge oversized board to the third level!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! its so not fair... not fair... T.T

but, on the bright side, i managed to watch Fushigi Yuugi episode 1!! XD nice... but, i still hate Miaka's buns and her voice.. so squeaky... but... there's TAMAHOME *heart eyes* XD o yes and watched DNAngel episode 5... funny.. Daisuke had to stay back with Risa to cut cabbages because he kept running out of cooking class.. and he was scared that he would change to Dark... ahas... then he needed to get back home early so he had his rabbit change into him.. but bcos its a rabbit... it can only say 'kyuu' and 'daisuki' and well.. yeah and Risa cant cook so she asked Riku, her twin, to pretend to be her. so Riku went in Risa's apron which, i think it's supposed to be nice but whatever and their tchr commented on the apron and asked 'Daisuke' whether he liked it and well, since its actually the rabbit.. it went 'daisuki' which means to like something and Riku went all red... then that night, she was trying out a dress... i think she might like Daisuke... XD

o and today, i had to go back to MSM because my violin went out of tune hehe... yup... sigh... extra piano lesson on tues... bad side : ms lo is probably going to sigh alot... good side : skip tennis! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

2003-06-27T21:48:00.000+08:00

im like dead tired... first i went to Pulau Ubin, then lunch, then went to ride the North-east line (due to constant pleas from father) and then went to buy lights... yes, lights... for my parents' room... and today... i have found out that i can be very blur and i will NOT give details...

o and... im like so happy... I DIDN'T STEP ON DOG SHIT TODAY!!!!!!! lucky day... ahahaha... and i got a nice bike even though it squeaked... but... it WAS better than the last time which was a lousy purple, shiny bike... bleh... and we managed to cycle round half the island without getting rained on!!! it was only in the afternoon that it rained and i was underground!! woohoo! but... when we went to the beach, there were a whole lot of people like students and scouts and NPCC people... but still... it was nice.. and my new shorts were put to good use!! aha... bcos its running shorts, its easier to get on and off the bike but my mum, who was wearing those shorts with the stuff for the belt, had trouble doing that (the getting on and off thing) ahahahaha... and there were more down slopes than up! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee so my legs weren't that tired... o yes.. i think my mum is just so conservative... TOO CONSERVATIVE... i mean... she was complaining that my shorts were too short... and i was like : !!!!!!! this is short?! ugh...

then, we went for lunch and then went to ride the train.. (i know... its so lame) and well, its smoother... yar... and we got off at Chinatown to eat 'dinner' though i only had a bit of kway teow and the peanut soup... yups... and at one point, my dad was like... lets sit in front so that we can see the tunnel!!! ... and like my dad was so embarrassing!!!!!!!! i mean... he was LOOKING out the window... enchanted and there was this kid who was staring at my dad like he(my dad) was crazy... omg... that was really.. embarrassing... sigh... the only things which interest my dad are trains, tunnels, golf and oldies... ugh... like that is so boring?!?! sigh...

and when i FINALLY got back, i was going to collapse... my feet are aching... and im kind of dead... because, tomorrow is Saturday and i have piano... and like i din really practise for.... *counts fingers* 4 days?! ms lo is really going to kill me.... o man... *starts writing will*

2003-06-26T21:47:00.000+08:00

woohoo! Blogger's got a new look... a bit hard to read though... getting used to it.. ahas.... can't wait... going to Pulau Ubin tomorrow!!! wheeeee!!! cant wait cant wait... o wells... i really cant wait!!! and this time... we're organised and i will NOT step on dog shit this time... ahas... anyway... I CANT WAIT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ok... im going high... but there's something wrong... with my comp... i think... my view is different from my sister's... WEIRD... heck man... o well... i think i better pack my stuff...

2003-06-25T21:55:00.000+08:00

whoa... i really haven't been updating... hahas... o well... managed to download Spirited Away!!!!! wheeeeee!!!!!!!!! im so so so happy!! i watched it twice already!!!!!!! o n managed to download Marmalade Boy!!!!!! YUU!!!!!!!!!! ahahas... i know... that show is so old... heck... o and on Monday, i was out for like... 12hrs?!?! and i was so tired...

0830 : woken up by merciless mother
0900 : left the house half awake with oldies blasting in my ears
0930 : reached SICC
0915 : sat down at bowling alley and have miserable breakfast
0945 : reached driving range
1045 : went swimming
1100 : decided where to eat
1200 : lunch at Pete's Place in the Hyatt Hotel
1345 : headed towards Chancery for maths tuition
1410 : reached tuition teacher's house
1415 : started doing the endless torture of 80 mathematics problems
1610 : finished tuition... headed towards Centrepoint to buy me golf shirts
1730 : headed towards Esplanade to
- borrow a book (!!!)
- watch the sunset (!!!!!!!!)
1845 : missed the sunset (sheesh...)
1915 : had a drink
2000 : had dinner at Ichiban Boshi
2100 : bought chocolates
2130 : reached home (FINALLY)

it really was tiring... AND i had to walk ALOT it was sheer torture... sigh

today, i had violin lesson and well... Ms Tay didn't scream at me!! so amazing! she practically screams at me every week and she even said that i sounded good today!! and i didn't practise the WHOLE week... Ms Tay was really really weird today... i think she's gone looney... i mean... SHE GAVE ME A GRACE PERIOD BECAUSE OF PIANO EXAM!!!!! normally, she doesnt do that... in fact... she has NEVER done that... o and well... i was supposed to go for class reunion but decided to skip it... aha... im really, really, really, really, really tired... and amazingly, i managed to have enough strength to type out this entry... and now, even though, its so early, my eyes are getting heavy so yeah...

2003-06-21T18:04:00.000+08:00

im now into a new craze : D.N ANGEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XDDDDD and like DARK is so hot!!!!!!!!! and DAISUKE NIWA is so cuuuute!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD and im so happy that i finally managed to get 'minna ga ii ne' from Boys Be... woohoo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im so happy!!!!!!!!!!!! *dances* ahahahahahaha! im just so happy... and i have fallen for Dark!!! hes so hothothothothot!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! already on my bish list... ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahhaha... im just so crazy today! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and im actually quite relieved to have rurouni kenshin finish bcos then, at least my mum won't b nagging at me for watching it... haha but like DARK IS JUST SO HOT!!!!!! I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HES SO DROOLABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im really losing it.... ahahaha....heck...
~DNANGEL~DNANGEL~DNANGEL~DNANGEL~DNANGEL~DNANGEL~DNANGEL~DNANGEL~DNANGEL~

i wish axn would show it soon (D.N Angel) o well...

2003-06-19T18:02:00.000+08:00

sigh... been too laz to blog... haha... o well.. today i made cupcakes... nice... haha... ok... there's really nothing to talk abt... im just feeling so tired... and im still depressed... not only im talentless... im still short and even though i have been eating alot, i'll just gro sideways... sighz... its not fair... y must i hv the short genes? y m i so cursed? its so unfair... life sucks...

2003-06-16T18:18:00.000+08:00

sigh... i feel so lethargic and drained... mayb bcos i've been out practically the whole day?? o well... amazingly, maths wasnt that bad today... it seemed so short... o well... anyway... i really hope mrs tan won't make me do algebraic fractions... im so sick of them... sigh... and like im pretty depressed lately... like im TALENTLESS... its not that i can't do anything... i can... but im not great at it... like my subjects, i suck at ALL of them ok maybe not all... all except geog... and i don't even like geog! in fact... i HATE it... worse than chinese man... and like i got 81 for it?!?! and though i can play 2 instruments, i suck at BOTH. and yes, i can draw... but not so well... its like my drawings all look like crap... and like i can't even speak chinese well! and yes, even though i understand jap... its not examinable... so whats the point of understanding it when im not going to use it in the future?! so yeah... like im so hopeless... ok... so i suck... o well... i gtg

2003-06-14T22:25:00.000+08:00

sigh...im so blur sometimes...i totally forgot that yesterday was Friday 13th! haha...well... i didn't do anything new...so not memorable for me though...haha...o well...its like pretty late now and i need to wake up at 7 30 tomorrow morning or else i'll oversleep...haha...short entry.... oh yes...today...well... most of the time in the evening, Dan and i helped Victoria complete her layout...well... actually... most credit goes to Dan i just watched... haha... o well... gtg...

2003-06-13T15:24:00.000+08:00

doing project now...o well... new link : Chii

2003-06-12T17:43:00.000+08:00

man...the whole house stinks of something which my nose cant decipher...something black...yucks...im beginning to feel nauseous...o man...i feel really sick...*runs to the toilet bowl and vomits repeatedly*
o well...its quite a sad day today...the sky is so dark for 5 00 in the evening...it looks like 7 00...so yup...i kind of freaked out when i saw the sky thinking that i was missing rurouni kenshin...it really looked like it...serious...o well...what to do...hahaz...sigh...had chinese today...mr phua's daughter not too bad...total opposite of him...shes so soft...haha...she speaks pretty well too...haha....o and today, had violin make-up lesson (for the one i missed yesterday...heehee) and ms tay really blew up because i forgot to practise...heck...i cant really give a damn about violin...beginning to tire of it...but...i still have to practise it 2 hrs a day...sigh man...why must my mother be so cruel?? why is the world so cruel?? its so unfair...why can't i just be by myself and not have my mum nag at me day and night?? im undergoing serious depression...o well...i gtg

2003-06-11T21:10:00.000+08:00

ladidas...seems that i didn't have to wake up so early after all...but still had to wake up at 8 00 anyway...sheesh...o well...watched 'How To Lose A Guy In 10 Days' with andrea...quite funny larhz...but like kate hudson looked so spastic and funny when she tried to do those things which she thot would drive (what's his name again?) away...yar...she looked quite funny AND retarded...mhm...n after the show, we went to Wheelock Place for lunch...actually Sakae Sushi...hahaz...it was so expensive!!!!!!! like one plate cost $6.50!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ugh... o well...next time, i'll just eat McDonalds or whatever...haha...yupz...and after that, went to Victoria's house to play tennis and swim (though i didn't swim) but yupz...and thats what i did today...o n today on Rurouni Kenshin, it was like so funny!! okay...lame funny...haha...

Current Mood : ...
Music : Asu no Egao no Tameni

2003-06-10T18:50:00.000+08:00

o man...im like so so so tired now...i mean...sitting in a room with alaska-type conditions for 7 hours for TWO whole days has killed me over again...im really tired...sighz...then, 2mrw, have to wake up at like 8 00?? hahaz...going out...o wells...ladidas...i really can't wait till 7 pm!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! rurouni kenshin.rurouni kenshin.rurouni kenshin...but its like so sad...its ending on the 23rd June!!!!!!!! sniff sniff...i wish it would never end...but then again, if it didn't end, we'd be sick of it rite? hrmmmz...maybe not...ahahahahahahahahaha....i'll NEVER be sick of rurouni kenshin, even if i've watched it trillion and one times...like the number of times i've watched Fruits Basket is like...??? so many that i couldn't count...haha...ok...that was stupid...HU CARES?! im just carefree...haha...man...stupid holiday hw...ugh...esp maths...yuck..i hate ms tang...y does she have to give us so much homework?! i mean have compassion...im already suffering...having to do assessments (because i didn't do too well...esp for maths..haha) and having to practise both violin and piano for 4 hours (2 hours each) is already enough torture for me...but...include HOLIDAY HOMEWORK AND PROJECTS...is TORTURE...man...CAN'T U TEACHERS UNDERSTAND THE STRESS I HAVE TO COPE WITH?! WHY CAN'T YOU SHOW SOME COMPASSION INSTEAD OF LOADING ME WITH TONS OF HOMEWORK?! this is crazy...serious...living hell...i want to be in sec 1 again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss 1S!!!!!!!!! i really do! n i really wish SARS was over...so that we can get rid of the stick-the-thermometer-in-your-mouth-twice-a-day thing...thats just disgusting...i hate that...so irritating...urgh...bleh...o well..i gtg

2003-06-09T22:01:00.000+08:00

stupid blogger...took my template away AGAIN...rrrgh...so IRRITATING!!!!
neway...im so happy that 2day, Kenshin got his eyesight back!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ahahahaha! yayay!! wheeeeeeeeeeee...im like so happy...n disappointed too... like kaoru was only a few centimetres away from Kenshin and staring up at his face when all she did was rest her head on his shoulder!!! rrrgh! i was so disappointed...i so thot they were going to kiss... they shud have...hmmprh...urgh...*rattles the whole table* i m so disappointed!!!!!!! n the stupid storyline wasn't even done by Nobuhiro-san!!! (cant remember his name...hope i got it correct) but still...the pple at the studio shud have just waited for him to finish the manga...i mean...they shud have put the part abt enishi in the TV series rather than seisouhen...rrgh...that person hu came up with the 'oh-i-know-why-don't-we-create-other-episodes-first-then-include-the-last-part-of-the-manga-into-the-seisouhen' plan is not a genius..in fact i think hes a shithead...stupid guy...and they shud have asked Nobuhiro to draw the characters for them...i hate the seisouhen drawings...everybody looks so zonked-out and they tried to make Kaoru look like Tomoe...and she looks so horrible!!!!!! they shud have kept her bright eyed and gave her back her blue eyes...like over time eye colour can change..and Kenshin looks like Tomoe too...except for the red hair which is not bushy and wild anymore...like he went to have his hair plucked out...even so...despite the drawings of everyone else, must admit that only 1 character looks nice in seisouhen...HIMURA KENJI!!!!!!!!!!!!!! he looks so hot...hes going down on my bishounen list...ahahaha...o wells...i dont want to watch seisouhen...i'll probabaly cry buckets after...it sounds very tragic...i'd rather watch the 1st OAV...o n after seeing Kenshin when he was younger (during the Tokugawa Era) quite a number of times...he looks quite cool with a high ponytail...kind of...at a certain angle...ahaha...KENSHIN ROCKS.KENSHIN ROCKS.KENSHIN ROCKS. hahahahahahahaha...o well...long enough entry ne?

2003-06-07T15:51:00.000+08:00

ha! finally...i got my internet back...yayay... im like so bloated...sighs...o well..the hols have finally started...man i really needed a break...now i can use June to make up for my sleep...hahaz...i can get really cranky if i dont have enough sleep...sighz...now for the second half of the year i like, really need to work...supersupersupersupersuper hard...n get 75% average...for last term, i got 65% like so bad...MUST GET TRIPLE SCIENCE . MUST GET TRIPLE SCIENCE . i have already decided : for combined humanities, i shall take social studies and literature elective and if i get to do a pure humanities subject, i'll probably take pure geography (that is, if i keep my grades up e.g continue to get A for geog) o and i MUST get A for english, chinese, science and history and i m aiming for a B in mathematics...hopefully, i can achieve this...because... I REALLY WANT TO BE A VET!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really love animals...yup..n if i only get double science, i'll choose chemistry and biology...haha...i have finally become decisive in something!!!! Muahahahahahahahahahahahaha...
neway...Sobakasu is still my favourite...shall come up with a list :

TOP 10 FAVOURITE SONG LIST :

10. Gensomaden Saiyuki - Still Time (Opening Theme)
09. Gensomaden Saiyuki - For Real (Opening Theme)
08. Boys Be - Daijoubu (Opening Theme)
07. Fushigi Yuugi - Ending Theme
06. Boys Be - All So Wonderful [[Minna Ga Li Ne]] (Ending Theme)
05. Rurouni Kenshin - Namida Wa Shitteiru (Ending Theme)
04. Gensomaden Saiyuki - Alone (Ending Theme)
03. Rurouni Kenshin - 1/3 Tru Feelings (Ending Theme)
02. Gensomaden Saiyuki - Open Up Your Mind (Insert Song)

AND THE NO.1 FAVOURITE SONG OF MINE IS...
01. SOBAKASU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (RUROUNI KENSHIN)

Of course there's more...haha...but these are the favouritest of the favourite song list of mine...if i was asked to write down ALL my favourite songs, it'll probably be like over 20 or smthg...haha...neway...i must read my science textbook like everyday or something in order to buck up...i mean...i got a C in science...that sucks...really..hmmmz...i wonder how many points i got if i counted it 'O' Level way...

L1R5 System :

English - 3
Science - 4
Maths - 5
Geog - 1
History - 1
Literature - 3

TOTAL : 17 (-4) = 13

:...PATHETIC...:

2003-06-05T10:11:00.000+08:00

man...sososososo boring...sighsigh...having science now...not exactly since we r not doing anything..haha... sighz...cant wait till friday...ahaha...until then, im imprisoned in school..im so tired, so bored. im tired because of certain people who made me stay up and explain a phrase...haha...o wells... my favourite song up to date now is "open up your mind" by MIRAI sososososo nice!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i really love this song... so nice...reallyreally nice man...ahahahahahahaha...im not going to download Kazaa...i need windows media player..sigh man...so stupid...haha...but anyway...iMesh still rocks...ahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha....sigh...got chinese tuition...yucks...>:P
im so dehydrated and starved...sigh...

Even when it seems that nothing can go right
and you want to just give up,
if you close your eyes,
you can see the world from your heart.

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes

Even on a lonely night, when you wander afraid,
you may be alone now, but
your feet can take you however far you want to go, so

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, there's a shining light there.
Yes, I want you to believe in everything.
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, if you have the strength to live,
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...

Open up your Mind - MIRAI

2003-06-04T14:41:00.000+08:00

sigh man...2day is wednesday n on wednesday is violin...ugh...o well..shall have to write with caution...haha...i shall stick to my convictions: iMESH ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! N I CANT POSSIBLY LIKE KAZA OR WATEVER BCOS I HAVEN'T USED IT YET!!!!!!!
sigh...sigh...sighsighsighsighsigh...sighsigh...i m really hot...o well...i gtg

2003-06-03T15:15:00.000+08:00

sighz...the house is so noisy now...o wells....my nose is so itchy...*sniff* o well
its like so weird...i feel so weird...like the holidays r coming and our report books are coming on thursday n i don't feel a thing...just living it out no cares at all...weird rite?? haha...2day's worship was dead...yars...sighs...o well i guess i will have to remember to go for 8 30 youth instead of 10 30...haha...i might forget though
conflict management has FI NALLY ended...its so boring...i was practically sleeping throughout the whole course...sighs...
o well...despite being bored, feeling weird, sniffling and tired, i shall make one declaration : iMESH ROCKS!!!!!!!!!!
hahahahahahahahahahahahaha

Even when it seems that nothing can go right
and you want to just give up,
if you close your eyes,
you can see the world from your heart.

In this world when life can be so tough
You must be strong
Just believe in yourself and don't you fear
So open up your mind and close your eyes
Take another look from the other side

Even on a lonely night, when you wander afraid,
you may be alone now, but
your feet can take you however far you want to go, so

Just hold on tight, because if you close your eyes,
look inside yourself, there's a shining light there.
Yes, I want you to believe in everything.
You can take another look from the other side

Just hold on tight, even if your heart is breaking.
Reach into your soul, even if you can't see tomorrow.
Yes, if you have the strength to live,
You can take another look from the other side,
until you find all that is love...

Open Up Your Mind

2003-06-02T18:10:00.000+08:00

ok...yar...like...im not using my computer now...o well...lala...my cousin's keyboard is so cool! ahahaha...ok...mayb her computer is not that cool... SHE DOESN'T HAVE MSN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! aaaarrrgh...my mummy is singing nxt door...sighz...o well...2day...it was kind of boring...i mean...we had talks all day!!! serious...n had a 're-run' of the STD talk...i mean...like hello?? we already noe that STDs are dangerous and we should not engage in pre-marital sex...i mean...we had the same talk last year n it is in our sec 2 tb too! sigh man...o well... n mrs yap was like saying... 'oh... you know, girls, the word sex is not taboo...it is a wonderful thing...' n everybody was like o..k.. so i guess she enjoyed it...hahas...o well... haveto go back home...FINALLY.. so yar...gtg

2003-05-31T18:19:00.000+08:00

omg...my sis has got a new wallpaper for her desktop and it's got belldandy frm aa! megami-sama...n no offence for hard core fans of her out there..but she's like really, really ugly...sighz...
neway...like im damn pissed at certain people...i mean...y can't they act normally?! i mean...they don't have to look guai in front of other people...i mean...its like damn sickening!!!!!!! in other words actually, i hat posers...n i bet u noe hu im toking abt...o well...
neway... Y DO PEOPLE SUCK UP TO OTHERS?! its such a warped way to get other people's attention n get into their gd books...it really is...sighsighsighsighsighsigh...im really pissed...
o well...im feeling better now, after ranting abt all that...ahahahaha...so much better...

When you did nothing but weep,
I was also at a loss.
I looked up at the sky
and my heart was in pain.

When you are uninjured
You can be hit at anytime by anyone.
It is the same surprise as when
Touching cold water.

I'm only next to you
And I can't do anything, but
For you only I'll make a present of

All the happiness in my smiling face,
Carrying you anytime.

You can believe your dreams are coming
Just for you.
You can cry because you can make any sadness
Into wings in your heart.

Namida wa Shitte iru - Tears Know [[Rurouni Kenshin]]

2003-05-31T17:10:00.000+08:00

lalalala...waiting for results...o wells...im like damn bored...really bored...waiting...waiting..waiting...o well...gtg

2003-05-30T15:30:00.000+08:00

sighz...its hot again as always...sigh...
2day, during the international friendship day thing, we had these models... hu come out in costumes based on a theme...sigh...n there was this thai dance which was like 5 MINUTES!! damn boring....the person was waving her stupid fan n moving her head...sigh...o wells....
so excited!!!!! i can't wait for 7:00 pm!!!!!!! lala...cant wait...o well...better do theory...bb

2003-05-29T20:39:00.000+08:00

Under the moon, I became a chrysalis, kissed upon a glass sea of love
Your rhythm is like a wave, embraced by the words of its song

-live- to feel me, my past, disappears on the water's surface
Everything I believed in, I found with you, so...

You're wings on my heart, this wish, a distant dream that melts in a desolate isle
Nothing else, just with you in a drifting country, bluebird please lead me...
Toward the small sky that weeps

The transparent rain, the warmth of a drying hands, is nothing to be afraid of right?
Scattering clouds, a voice left unheard, painfully screams, "I'm right here!"

-lips- to feel you, my spell, comes to it's fruition
In the final morning, like ash, I will disappear, but even so...

You're wings on my heart, this feeling, a distant dream that sways between the waves
Unchanging, just you to a loving country, bluebird please lead me...
Toward the small rainbow that weeps
Amber Cradle - RAVE

man...i love this song

2003-05-29T17:56:00.000+08:00

man...its like sooooooo hot!!!!!! im DYING OF HEAT o well...
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Your New York Mia!!! Your doing your best to fit in
and lead a normal life but can have trouble
avoiding the press!!!

Which Princess Diaries character are you???
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haha...Mia...o well...nothing to say

2003-05-28T22:17:00.000+08:00

Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

hmmmz...okaez...hmm...o well... nothing to say

2003-05-28T20:39:00.000+08:00

ahahaha...im so happy...i FINALLY got my template back...hahaha...
neway...im like super high 2day bcos
1. NO MORE TESTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
2. i finally have a new bathroom door
3. 2mrw is THURSDAY n i don't have anything on... WHEEE!!!!!!!!!!
4. today, in Rurouni Kenshin, Shishio Makoto FINALLY burst up into flames and died...MUAHAHAHAHA

2003-05-27T15:15:00.000+08:00

omg...i dont noe wat to do!!!!!!!! aaarrrgghh!!!! stupid blogger...my template disappeared overnight!!!!!!!!!!!!! stupidstupid blogger

2003-05-25T17:27:00.000+08:00

sigh...its so hot today...sigh...n mummy is in a badbadbadbad mood..i just watched The Patriot...its like old but hu cares...its stilll so nice..o welll.... now mummy's ranting abt the floor bing sticky...sigh...